Sunday : June 24, 2007 (Blue Sunday)

I woke up late this morning and intentionally did not go to church with my family to get another hour of sleep. As my way of apologizing and redeeming my bad behavior, I cleaned the house and cooked rice...hehe! Anyway, I feel terribly sad today. I cannot identify why I'm particularly feeling down, this may be because the rainy season is here and cold lonely nights are here once again.
I went to work today with no plans in mind. Except for my usual routine which has become so monotonous, I finished all my tasks today with a full hour ahead of schedule. I was able to do more things but I still felt sad.

(I've been planning on taking a vacation. At least a couple of days away from work. I hope to relax and just be carefree for at least two to three days. But the two days seems to be so far away. I am running out of time because if I cannot take this two days off, I may not be able to take some time off for the next two months! Two of my friends are giving birth with only one month apart from each other. Btw, my friends are very productive. Many are expecting and a couple more will be giving birth late this year and some early next year. Everyone was suddenly excited in this new phase in their lives and are too eager to take part in the greatest miracle called life. )

It's 11:55 pm and Sunday is almost over. I guess I'll doze off and dream of something nice.

June 21 & 22: Restless Nights

It was raining hard when I went home today. It was difficult to find a ride home so I chose to take a cab instead and decided to cut on my expenses some other day. I would have been scared if I was the one behind the wheel, the roads were barely visible and traffic was bad. Everyone wanted to go home at the same time. I finally arrived home and got myself only a little wet during my short walk from the cab to our gate. I was tired and a bit hungry. I settled for the Slers Chicharon my mother brought home and went to sleep after a couple of hours.
Sometime around early dawn, I found myself waking up twice because I was feeling sick. It seemed like I was drunk and wanted to be sick to relieve myself. I tossed and turned and decided to get back to sleep and finally woke up around 8 am.
I took my time preparing for work since it won't be busy today. Although, it's Friday, I guess people got tired of grocery shopping and decided to do it some other day. (I work in retail by the way). I went to home with rainy skies once again but a bit tolerable than last night. Still, a cold & restless night.