My day didn't start out right when I burned the milk fish I was cooking for breakfast and ended up not eating at all. I had breakfast at work and got so pissed when I came in a minute late. I guess I did not have enough sleep last night since I dozed off between Liceo University and UCCP Church on my way to work.
I tried not to think about my mishap and concentrated on the job at hand. I got all my pending papers done today and will concentrate on another report tomorrow. I also had fun during my lunch break when Jane and me went to our sister BU to look for a certain shade of eyeshadow. Instead, we had a free lesson on how to apply make up, and had a little bit of make over to top it. I have to admit, I looked way better when it was done. Cosmetics used will total up 5,000 pesos more or less.. Just way over my budget! Vanity sucks.. but it still nags each and everyone of us.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
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Today was a sample of what the next two months will be like for me in the workplace. I stayed for 13 hours at the job and still felt unsatisfied with my work before I left for home. I still had pending papers & reports waiting to be filled and submitted. It is not usually like this but this is inevitable. Two of my colleagues are on maternity leave or on leave for maternity related issues. I had neck & back pains, and my fuse was so short, I blow off at just about the slightest mistake I notice. I feel sorry for my subordinates as they bear my grouchy state and will have to bear the same for the next couple of months. I don't really complain with the workload, in fact I am up to facing the challenge of making things happen. I'm just trifle worried of the consequences of these long hours and constant pressure to me and my life.
I'm seeing more episodes of staring into blank space, more scolding for my subordinates and more grunts for me in return. I feel that I may lose the human touch in leading the team. I may become so technical that I will lose heart and in turn make everything around me seem lifeless and dry. I have always been the kind to mingle and interact but recently I have been keeping my distance, for obvious reasons that I may have a hard time in identifying where the thin line is.
The bottom line is, I got tired today. But not so freaking tired since I am still awake and able to write this. But still, tired.
I'm dozing off now.. nyt!
I'm seeing more episodes of staring into blank space, more scolding for my subordinates and more grunts for me in return. I feel that I may lose the human touch in leading the team. I may become so technical that I will lose heart and in turn make everything around me seem lifeless and dry. I have always been the kind to mingle and interact but recently I have been keeping my distance, for obvious reasons that I may have a hard time in identifying where the thin line is.
The bottom line is, I got tired today. But not so freaking tired since I am still awake and able to write this. But still, tired.
I'm dozing off now.. nyt!
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